My past , My present and future
I will tell it all .
Lovers present, past and the one I contemplate a future with.
I have loved, lived and I have a few complaints but in all i have learned.

It is life and I want to share it .

Why bring all this up?
Well, I feel like your past defines your future and I am trying to find meaning to certain things right now. Have I changed or am I looking for something in men that I will never find?